Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3586 steps (ha, I'm just over 3.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'God Will Supply All Your Needs'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'The Bible Helps Us To Overcome Temptation (5) and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Making Disciples For Christ' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed SIX MINUTES online after Angelica minds me from 3:30pm till 5:30pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 8th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:45pm and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking for one more pot :P trip when noisy PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with only the tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- When I inform PIG mum that I've mostly independently kitted myself, she comes back and finishes with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces. That done, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of delicious Special K (I'm a big fan of flaky stuff, for some reason) with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and for some reason the PLATE (not the bread) very lightly sprinkled with salt (no problems; I just lick the plate clean afterwards XD), all my usual drufs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Booting the computer up, I quickly publish today's first post. XD
- When PIG mum's ready, I climb into the car and buckle my own seatbelt but amazingly, she helps me with that for the rest of the day! PIG mum tootles me off to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage and we listen to her Spotify playlist all day.
- At Ray's, I use the loo for one tinkle then lie down for some massage and @ times ouchy massage. PIG mum was in her element yapping unceasingly @ Ray; my grateful thanks to him who always replied and kept a conversation flowing. Today she was excited enough to repeat one syllable six times before continuing. XD
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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