Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2739 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Eleventh-Hour Breakthroughs'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Be An Optimist (2) and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'When Love Shows Up'. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once @ 1:50am; after another pot :P trip @ 6:50am I immediately tried falling back asleep since I knew PIG mum would get very noisy ten minutes later!
- Success; I didn't wake until she opened my bedroom door! After PIG mum hit me with the eye goo and helped exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap, she left me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was one of the yummy polo buns I helped PIG mum make yesterday! I also popped all my usual drugs :P and drank one tall cup of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church, I hike up the ramp, use the 3rd cubicle of the female toilets (since the disabled and first two cubicles of the female toilets have lids down but horrid PIG mum won't help me left it), wash and dry both hands then grab my usual spot for service on the most left.
- Yay I get to stay seated for service today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Tyvus; his sermon was about the walls of Jericho and service ended twenty minutes early today.
- After PIG mum collected me, I used the toilet for another tinkle and then headed around to the back since morning tea was held behind the service hall today! Unsure why?
- I munched one little pack of Arnott's bikkies, drank one small paper cup of unsweetened tea and had a chat with dear Grammy Wan; is she really ninety-five?!
- My first proper meal out since dad's birthday @ the end of last month: Dr. Lee gave me a lift to Mr. J's, the Japanese restaurant @ the end of Warrigal Square!
- We took three tables; I sat with Dr. Lee, Dr. Esther, David and two others. For lunch I had the cheese pork katsu, yum! Table water for everyone~
- Dr. Lee dropped off two boys off @ the local gym before driving us to lunch and he dropped me home afterwards only nobody was home! I sat on the bench outside the garage and told him I'd be fine only Dr. Lee rang PIG mum to check. XD Unsure why reception wasn't any good?
- Dad arrived home soon after they left and PIG mum was right behind him.
- I used the loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Toms: late morning appointment to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage; can I ask him for a red acket/pocket yet? It's CNY soon, surely!
- PIG mum says we can buy groceries and walk aisles before coming home for lunch with dearest dad~
- Tomorrow's 4-6pm shift's still TBA; may haveta ring Michelle toms and ask~
- But looking forward to reading Leanne's book for one hour and watching the 6pm news bulletin for the 28TH time after I watch today's for the 27TH!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^