Good afternoon! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 2307 but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY-SIX MINUTES online after I get back home from table tennis tonight!! *sigh* Anyways, let's just cover last night's events very briefly!
- Lorraine tootled me off to the pub for our belated Toastmasters changeover function but to the West End one not the Woolongabba one!! >< XD
- But we arrived @ the correct one @ 7:15pm and immediately ordered dinner! Only seven here last night~
- The roast pork meal with chips (I traded some greens for that) was delicious; I even shook the saltshaker over my chips lotsa times! XD Plus the Yorkshire pudding was ENORMOUS and I love pastry!! :D
- Aarunan left first @ 9:05pm and we all left shortly after that. Arrived home about three minutes late and Lorraine says I'll see her again next Monday 4-6pm. She's only two months younger than me but already has a seventeen-year-old son! The son lives with her dad over in Zimbabwe and has high-functioning cerebral palsy; apparently the birth was very difficult, and some doctor actually tried to push him outta her tummy? o_O
- Repeat the usual nightly events and zzz~
- Today: yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until dearest dad very thoughtfully walked silently down the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage that awoke me; after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for work @ Aunty Yvonne's place, Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P when woken by noisy PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with only the tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- After PIG mum comes back to finish with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast's one bowl of warmed healthy cereal and plain porridge with one slice of dried (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and for some reason the PLATE very lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning
fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^