Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2067 steps (ha, I'm literally just over 2000 XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Faith Expels Guilt, Greed And Fear'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Faith's Not Faith Until It's Acted Upon' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Running The Race With Christ'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 8th consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:50am and after one pot :P trip I immediately tried falling back asleep before PIG mum began her noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs!
- Sleep didn't return; I was only fourteen breaths into counting myself back to sleep when noisy PIG mum went a-THUMP. Instead, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Once PIG mum lets herself into my room, she hits me with the eye goo and helps me exceedingly slightly with the tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of heated healthy cereal with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and for some reason the PLATE (not the bread itself) very lightly sprinkled with salt (no worries; I just lick the plate clean afterwards XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church; I hike up the ramp clever dad built, use the last cubicle of the normal ladies loo once myself, wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot in service. PIG mum bolts upstairs for the Canto service and Aunty Miranda comes to sit beside me~
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship tpday~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Daniel ... Shayesteh? Uncertain how his's surnames spelt. Before conversion, David was some really high-ranking Muslim leader and now he's Christian there's like a price on his head! o_O
- After service ended, I used the loo for another tinkle myself, grabbed one packet of bikkies and took a seat outside the service hall.
- Today, everybody else enjoyed Vietnamese food for lunch together, dad made me eat at Hungry Jack's again. *sigh* A junior Whopper with only ten small chips plus an orange juice for me. But dad shook a mini-Drumstick ice cream cone, and we shared that~
- Back home, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up the most important two hours of my day, I'll use the loo for one tinkle then sit @ the gobbling :P table to read and wait for PIG mum to feed me some arvo tea. Hopefully she'll lemme shower early since I'm hoping to watch the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the 123RD time.
- Toms: late morning appointment to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture, meaning PIG mum'll help me up. Bet she's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him. XD
- But PIG mum says we'll grocery shop afterwards, expecting to have passed 1000 steps before heading home for lunch with dearest dad.
- Waiting for PIG mum to email me the second half of July's roster so I can check who's minding me when this week and email Michelle asking her to please fill in all the TBAs for this week e.g. who's minding me for two hours toms
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