Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3229 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Command That Creates'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Throw Out Your Fears' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Walking With God'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like previous days, nature didn't call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Afterwards, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Oh, and I remembered my second dream for the year! In this dream, Aunty A's telling people to audition for some choir; I tell her that I'll audition for alto only because even though my singing range can stretch to soprano now, you've said my voice goes all squeaky and hideous when I sing the higher notes so stick with being alto. XD
- PIG mum returns to finish with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is two dry (no honey) Weet-Bix very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Deb arrives @ 10am; after I've finished breakfast, she covers me with sunscreen and then walks behind me back to the loo. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Lunch finished, I took the cup over to the sink, used the loo for one tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Nisha's coming @ 5:30pm and taking me to the first Toastmasters for the year!
Toms: PIG mum says dad'll take me for walkies since she's off playing badminton.
Looking forward to my most important two hours online for the day after coming home for lunch~
Catherine's minding me from 4-6pm. Looking forward to reading the book club novel for another hour~
Anyways, maybe bbl but if not, hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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