Heylo again and good evening! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 3758 (so sorry, won't reach four grand tonight XD) and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'A Good Wife' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed SIX MINUTES online after I use the loo once more @ 9pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- I've forgotten what time nature called last night but after one pot :P trip this morning following the Sun's rising, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Falling back asleep with Mini Pearl, nature calls twice more before Jane announces her arrival @ 9:30am. After dad lets her in, she knocks, opens the door and bids me good morning. When I nod Minim Pearl back @ her she says she'll come help me up after fifteen more minutes, okay? Mini Pearl nods again before flicking his body 'shoo' @ her; Jane smirks and wisely leaves even though Pearl's anatomically of giving the Bear Bum! Oh, after one pot :P trip before Jane arrived, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
When Jane returns, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. After drinking one tall cup of water, I sit over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table with Jane.
When dad summoned me over for dinner @ 7:19pm, I used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Dinner tonight: leftover fried rice blanketed with a mound of boiled lettuce and soup carrot.
Dinner was spooned down with one bowl of soup and supper was one chunk of dad's piece of toast; after taking the bowl over to the sink then fetching the phone from my bedroom, I walked myself slowly and safely back online, again Rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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