Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2144 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'We Honour What We Enjoy'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'You Will Never Be Perfect Enough (2)' and thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Radical Mission' but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FOURTEEN MINUTES online Kelly minds me this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, my awesome sleep streak ended around 2am this morning when nature called (I'd grumpily sung myself to sleep upon hearing the parents wouldn't lemme out for lunch with other ESS people since it's been TWO MONTHS since I last had lunch out with everyone else *sigh*) but doesn't matter; hopefully I'll start another one immediately) and following another pot :P trip after the Sun's rising, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*.Actually, since PIG mum’s overseas holidaying, I’m using the time to recharge my mental batteries and prepare for another year with her @ the helm! XD
- Nature calls once more before Jane announces her arrival; after fifteen more minutes I use the pot :P for one more tinkle, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then head out to the gobbling :P table with Jane, who tells me she's not had breakfast yet since after she drops me off @ church, she's having brunch with her partner somewhere!
- For my breakfast, I get one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast lightly sprinkled with salt and lightly sprinkled with salt), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, Jane slaters me with sunscreen then accompanies me back to the bathroom before returning to the kitchen and washing up the breakfast stuff. Over the loo, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of Jane's car, and she tootles me off to church. Thanks to Jane who kindly helped me buckle my seatbelt. At church, after turning into the parking lot, I wind down the window and say to the parking usher, "Good morning uncle; my carer will just drop me off then leave"; he waves us forward. At the end of the concrete path, I point @ the ramp further down in the grass to some other parking usher uncle and again get the wave to continue.
- Jane accompanies me up the ramp and takes me to the loo for one tinkle. I sign her off with my thanks and byes @ 8:58am; she's back 1:30pm Wednesday and taking me to table tennis!
- Service started promptly and yay, I got to stay seated for worship. I sang everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was someone from City Bible Forum called Scott; his sermon was about Jonah.
- After service ended seventeen minutes early, dad picked me up; I used the loo myself for one tinkle, grabbed one packet of bikkies and then sat outside the service hall. Dad brought me over one cup of coffee (not tea? But no depresso, since I've had expresso today XD) but nicked half my scotch finger biscuit! >< *hmph*
- Everyone else enjoyed lunch together from Zen Flavours @ Sunnybank Plaza but dad made me have lunch with him @ Hungry Jack's again. >< I ate a junior Whopper, ten chips, drank some orange juice, took two slurps of dad's frozen Coke and two sips of the disgusting free coffee.
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kelly's minding me now till 6:30pm; hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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