Wednesday Post 612c

 Good afternoon! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 2204 (see? Told you I'd crack two grand! XD) but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after I get home from table tennis this afternoon and table tennis again @ church tonight! Righteo, let's quickly finish last night's events first!

• Got home, showered, plopped online, had some rice for arvo tea then Jacinta took me to Toastmasters! Lorraine was rostered down, but her poor dad passed away~
• Lol we arrived spectacularly late since Jacinta got lost; @ one point, she was driving up the highway towards the Sunshine Coast and then we had a room change but neither Jacinta nor I know how to read maps! XD
• But 'twas a great meeting; low in number and I feel loved since they waited for me to started! One new lady's Scottish and said she'd suffered trauma in like the Sunshine Coast?
• Had an UnHappy Meal for dinner, got home and repeat the usual nightly events. Zzz~
• Today: yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Mini Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 7:45am and once more around 9am, just before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bar strsp before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately struggling into the tee and giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Breakfast is like one dry (no honey) Weet-Bix sprinkled very lightly with some Minus :P, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  Cheers,
  Em.   ^^