Monday Post 616

 Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 5468 steps (sweet I'm more than half a normal person today, that's rare! XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Subversive For The Savior'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Be Sensitive To God's Presence'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Lives Offered To God' and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Suffering For God' but fifthly  and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-THREE MINUTES after I visit  the loo once more @ 9pm!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:25am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Daddy Bear and I happily   cuddle and snore, me not waking again until almost 9am for the pot :P just before noisy PIG mum begins her usual daily noisy a-THUMPING around. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the crop top (clever PIG mum remembered: bras not allowed for MRI!)fore leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk out to the gobbling :P table and brush teeth.  That done, I sit over the loo for one wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Breakfast might've been another chicken cocktail bun?  I definitely pop all my usual drugs :P and drain one big cup of water. Oh, I might've even drunk a cup  of unsweetened milk tea! Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  Cheers,
  Em.