Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2655 steps (ha, I'm over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'How Can I Be Filled With The Spirit?'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'When Your Mate Struggles With Insincerity' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "God's Loving Deeds". Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once last night around 12:45am; after another pot :P trip around 6:15am I immediately tried falling back asleep since I knew PIG mum would come disturb me less than one hour later!
- Cool, I managed to fall back asleep so deeply with Mini Pearl that I slept through PIG mum's noisy daily a-THUMPING around and didn't wake until she let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap! You'd think she'd help with the tee too now that Autumn's arrived and it's only gonna get colder but no, she only spreads the tee open for me then leaves me to struggle into it. *sigh*
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first, I get myself mostly independently kitted. I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth but thanks to her who brought my electric toothbrush back for me; I'd totally forgotten to last night! XD
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast's one dry (no honey) Weet-Bix very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully very lightly sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of Cherry and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks outside the service hall. I hike up the ramp, use the disabled loo once myself, wash and dry Era then grab my usual spot @ ESS. PIG mum bolts back upstairs for the Canto service @ 8:50am.
- Service starts one minute late today, Bernard's chairing and score I get to stay seated for worship! I sing everything, plus the harmony for all four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Pastor Peter Pie with another sermon from his Joshua series and service ended twenty-four minutes early today.
- After PIG mum came for me, I used the loo for another tinkle then headed around the back for arvo tea (one packet of Arnott's bikkies and one milky but sugarless tea). Uncle Stephen wandered over saying we'd not see him for lunch @ Hungry Jack's today, since he's got leftovers @ home waiting for him.
- Less than thirty minutes left, so just briefly:
- Everyone else had Malaysian food today but I was stuck with Hungry Jack's with dad again and only had nine chips, not even ten! Had a Whopper Junior, a small orange juice and some disgusting free coffee.
- Got home, used loo for one tinkle and plopped online.
- Toms: presuming I'm seeing Ray for some massage and acupuncture then going grocery shopping with PIG mum before returning home for lunch with dearest dad. If not, expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Hopefully Michelle emails through this week's TBAs for me, else I'll haveta ring and ask after getting home and find out who's minding me from 4-6pm.
- Hoping to watch the 6pm news for the 46TH time, provided I can watch it for the 45TH time tonight!'
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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