Heylo and good evening again! Take two: firstly, Em's new plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 3728 (See? Told you I'd crack 3.5 grand but sorry I'll not reach four grand tonight XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Our Unspeakable Privilege'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Reasons To Be Thankful (1)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The Sweetness Of Scripture' and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'The Messiah Manifesto' but sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-EIGHT MINUTES online after I visit the loo once more @ 9pm!! Meaning I'll leave the speakerphone on while having my once-weekly phone chat with Aunty Lai and hope she's long-winded. XD Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, I was hoping for an awesome sleep last night since I got offline ten minutes later than ordered since I was rushing to post my Birthday Celebrations for 2025 post, but idiot nature called @ 12:45am! >< Never mind, 'twas still a sound sleep~
- I used the pot :P again after the Sun's rising, following which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, nature calling again shortly after 9am, just before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and give poor Elf a very brief rub since she'd totally ignored my poor foot last night before going back outside and awaiting Sharon's arrival. I also spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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- But phew, she did. After my fifteen more minutes, when I was using the pot :P for one more tinkle I asked was she late since she'd been stuck in traffic, but she replied no, coz I was coming from a previous client. Just curious: wouldn't CODA give time between shifts to give carers time to reach the next client?
- We got me kitted and then I headed over to the bathroom and brushed teeth. After drinking one tall cup of water, I sit over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table with Sharon.
- Breakfast is my once-weekly fried egg on one slice of toast lightly spread with not-quite ripe avocado, another full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one delicious mug of white tea sweetened with one spoonful of honey. Happiness is reading last week's Sunday Mail for thirty minutes first up.Cheers,
Em. ^^
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