Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1911 steps (so promise I'll have cracked 2000 before the day's out XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Present And Powerful Love'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'The Importance Of Good Thinking (2)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Dependance On God'. Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, I'd only just started a four-day awesome sleep streak when nature immediately ruined it! >< *sigh* , 'twas still a sound sleep~
- When nature called again after the Sun's rising, I used the pot :P once more then immediately fell back asleep since I knew PIG mum would get very noisy around 7am!
- Sure enough, PIG mum goes a-THUMPING around upstairs around 7am and wakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Not only that, but I also a dream! For the 12th remembered dream of the year, EM are catching the train together somewhere, only I somehow get separated and am lost! o_O We're inside a train station somewhere and I'm not horribly disabled anymore but ambulating normally; I'm walking along the station when Kwany suddenly opens a door and appears! I'm so relieved to find him I instantly wake up. XD
- PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of warmed healthy cereal with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and for some reason the PLATE (not the bread) very lightly sprinkled with salt (no worries; I just lick the plate clean afterwards XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. She drives us off to church, parking under the service hall. I hike up the ramp, use the disabled toilet once myself then grab my usual spot on the most left as PIG mum heads upstairs for the Canto service.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was some guy from Compassion called Ryan; his sermon topic was Move With Compassion.
- After service ended, I regaled Kwany and Mel Mel about my newest dream; they came and sat beside me this morning! After PIG mum collected me, I used the loo again myself, grabbed a packet of bikkies for morning tea then sat outside the service hall.
- Today, Aunty Cynthia wanders over for a chat while both Pastor Peter Pie and Kwany come sit beside me for a while~
- Once PIG mum heads off for her weekly coffee and gossip social session with the other church aunties, dad hauls me off to Hungry Jack's for lunch with him and today, I shook a Whopper! Dad only gave me nine chips but when he went to the counter to get more serviettes, I pinched one of his to make it an even ten and phew, he didn't notice. XD
- Back home, I use the loo for one more tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up the most important two hours of my day, I'll use the loo for one tinkle and then sit @ the gobbling :P table to read for one hour. Hopefully PIG mum'll gimme some arvo tea~
- Toms: PIG mum'll help me up, since I've got a late morning appointment to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Bet she's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him.
- PIG mum's said that we can buy groceries together before coming home for lunch with dearest dad~
- Looking forward to my most important two hours of the day online~
- Lorraine's minding me from 4-6pm. Will remember to ask her is she taking me to Toastmasters Tuesday night~
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