Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1345 steps; secondly, Joohn Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Something To Boast About'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Today, God's 'With You'" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Extending God's Care" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY MINUTES online after I watch the Broncos play this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- Grr, nature called this morning around 1:50am and ruined my twelve-day awesome sleep streak! >< Never mind, 'twas still a sound sleep apart from that~ *sigh*
- After the first daylight pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Happiness was fully falling back asleep before PIG mum woke me when she let herself into my room and hit me with the eye goo. She also helped me exceedingly slightly with nothing bar the bra strap plus laid out my tee and bra for me before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately struggling in6o the tops and giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers, - After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church, parks near the end (about seven deep) and walks behind me while I hike up the ramp, use the second cubicle of the normal female toilets (since both the disabled toilet and the first cubicle of the normal ladies loo have closed lids but obviously horrid PIG mum won't lift them for me), wash and dry both hands then grab my usual spot for service @ the most left. PIG mum heads back upstairs for the Canto service.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship this morning. I sing everything, plus the harmony for four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today's Dr. Lee with a sermon from the Apostles Creed series. Lol, he had a friend who brought him a STRAWBERRY cake for his birthday one year; Dr. Lee was so disgusted he THREW IT OUT!! XD
- Service ended eighteen minutes early, both parents came and collected me; I used the disabled loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era and then hiked around to the back for morning tea, where dad already had a packet of Arnott's bikkies and a cup of sugarless white tea waiting for me.
- Mostly I was just happy that some random aunty offered me one little packet of cheese and onion chips; of course, I said yes! Unfortunately, horrid PIG mum immediately roused @ the kind aunty, meaning I can't expect any more from her. *sigh* But I'm blameless in this case: I didn't ask for anything; the chips were offered! XD
- Today everybody else had lunch @ Mum's Wok but dad made me eat Hungry Jack's with him again while PIG mum enjoyed her weekly gossip and coffee social with the other church aunties. *sigh* Dad's mate Uncle Stephen sat opposite us and they chatted; for lunch I had one cheeseburger, one chicken nugget, twelve chips, 1/3 the orange juice and a few bites of the mini-Drumstick since I shook a mini-Stunner deal with the Hungry Jack's app.
- Dad tootled us home, not letting me open the Vhery's sunroof even though it wasn't raining, but hey.
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Was gonna use the loo @ 1:55pm then head over to the couch and watch the Broncos play St. George @ 2pm but turns out Nine's not airing it! Meaning I'm just listening to the commentary through ABC Radio. 2nd half's just started but the Broncos are losing 14-2! o_O
- Presuming we'll have our once-weekly family dinner out @ Ho Lin Wah again. Yesterday already marked one whole WEEK I last enjoyed a proper meal out; fingers crossed for another one sometime this week!
- Toms: PIG mum'll help me up, since I've got a late morning appointment to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him. XD
- Oh, and Winter arrives toms! ><" XD
- Presume we'll buy groceries before coming home for lunch with dearest dad.
- Think Jacinta's taking me to Breathe for physio @ 2pm. Oh, then PIG mum'll prolly leave the shopping for afterwards.
- Jacinta will see me home and showered before leaving @ 6pm; I'm looking forward too watching the 6pm news for the 106TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
Em. ^^
No comments:
Post a Comment