Good morning again, heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 425 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's "How To Hate Your Life"; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'You Have Full Forgiveness' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Longing For Home' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY-EIGHT MINUTES online after I get home from physio and watch the 6pm news bulletin (Seven's) for the 97TH time!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 10TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like yesterday, nature didn't call until 7:45am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, nature calling once more around 9am, shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and laying out my tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately struggling into the tee then giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- Once I've mostly independently kitted myself, I call PIG mum to please come back to finish with Elf's AFO straps and both laces since it's past 9:40am already! Still, she takes her time about it, meaning I don't leave the room until almost 9:50am. *sigh* Never mind, it's ice cream night tonight; I'll just savour the tiny amount slowly and take my time over the loo, meaning twelve hours should have passed before I return to bed~
- After I've let PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast's one bowl of plainn porridge, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over
breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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