Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 4034 steps (sweet I'm just over four grand; that's not too common!); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'What It Means To Bless The Lord'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Speaking In Public 'and thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'God Will Keep It'. Anyways, events for today?
- Lol, nature called last night around 12:45am; I was prolly too excited seeing Uncle DickDick, cousin Teresa and Franco last night! Doesn't matter; 'twas otherwise a sound sleep~
- After another pot :P trip following the Sun's rising, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P one hour later shortly before PIG mum begins her normal daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room; since she didn't say good morning first, I just asked her is my baba okay? She screeched back I'm VERY upset!! Well, obviously she rolled outta bed the wrong way this morning, lol! PIG mum hits me with the eye goo, helps me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap and the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first/
- After I told PIG mum I had mostly independently kitted myself and would she please come back and finish with Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces since it's already 9:45am and I'm hoping I'm not already back in bed before twelve hours have passed else it'll feel like I've wasted the whole day she eventually comes back and does that. Turns out she's pissed with me since I wasn't happy that she immediately bagged me out after she sww the photo Sharon took for me while I was standing in the stadium? Lol, she even demanded a PUBLIC APOLOGY. XD
- Once PIG mum finished with Elf's AFO straps and both laces I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- For breakfast, I get another of PIG mum's delicious pork floss buns (unsure why she won't lemme take another photo of it, but hey) and slurp one bowl of plain porridge mixed with warm healthy cereal. I also pop all my usual drugs, drain one huge mug of water and I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to Warrigal Square Woolies to buy groceries but parks outside Ichiba since she says she can already see that all the disabled parks outside Woolies are taken?
- But apart from hiking every aisle while buying three items (milk and I've forgotten what the other two were XD) we bump into Kat!
- Meaning we're like five minutes late to see Dr. Nazia to get my referral to see Dr. Vu next month but 'twas all good~ Actually, Dr. Nazia says I can see a psychologist if I want to but I don't really see how more talking would help me? Don't think PIG mum's really after it, either. Doesn't matter. Will see some psychologist should she want me to.
- I'd clean forgotten, but PIG mum remembered to take us back to the Warrigal Square Maccas and get our free Broncos burgers since they're scored nineteen points/more last game!! Only she was mean and wouldn't get any chips for us. >< *sigh*
- ROFL, turns out we were given two Big Macs instead of two Broncos burgers!! XD No sore loss from me, since I don't like eating bleeding beetroot. XD
- Lunch was washed down with one huge mug of green tea, after using the loo for one tinkle I walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Angelica's minding me from 3:45pm till 5:45pm tonight. Not 4-6, since she's got jiujitsu class @ 6pm!
- Looking forward to reading the book club novel for one hour and watching the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the 166TH time!
- Toms: why's Peggy minding me from 9:30am till 4pm toms; have I got physio/sth?
- But hoping to read the book club novel for one hour and watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 167TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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