Good afternoon! Take two: firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2514 steps today (ha, I'm just over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Lion And The Lamb'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Overcoming Loneliness' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Wishing For Joy' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWELVE MINUTES online after Angelica minds me from 3:45pm till 5:45pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 14TH awesome sleep last night; that's already the 17TH time this year I've enjoyed one straight weeks of awesome sleeps! :D After one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P around 9am, shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room too hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with only the tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns and finishes with only Elf's AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of warmed healthy cereal with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread very lightly spread with avocado and for some reason the PLATE (not the bread itself) very lightly sprinkled with salt (doesn't matter; I just lick the plate clean afterwards XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of dad's car. Unsure why PIG mum randomly helps me buckle my seatbelt today, but thanks!
- Dad tootles us off to Southside Ophthalmology. After dropping PIG mum and I off, he says ring him when I'm done; he's going to Cash Converters and looking for a leaf blower/whatever they're called.
- For some reason, the patient before me takes AGES; originally, I wasn't gonna need the loo till I got to Ray's but the previous patient took so long I asked PIG mum please get the key from the receptionist! Originally, she was mean and refused saying it's your turn next but fifteen minutes later I was still waiting and asked her again and she FINALLY got the key from the receptionist! Actually, you don't haveta walk outside; you can access the toilets from the inside! There's still a small staircase (four steps) to mount though; the handrails along the left-hand side meaning ascending was a bother but hey, I managed.
- The checkup went well; Dr. Vu said the eyelashes hadn't regrown and I told him that the crocodile tears had stopped. I'll see him again next year.
- While PIG mum paid the receptionist, I rang dearest dad asking for pickup and then we just headed back outside and waited for dad. When he pulled up, I hauled myself back up the seven steps and then he tootled us home.
- Back home, dad went back into the house and PIG mum tootled me off to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Upon arrival, I apologised that I was fifteen/thirty minutes late!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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