Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2747 steps; secondly, John piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'When Everyone Deserts You'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Seeking God' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'God Never Loses Us'. Anyways, events for today?
- - Lol, my dot points have vanished again. XD
- - Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- - Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 9am, shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before going back outside and awaiting Holly's arrival @ 9:30am.
- - After Holly arrives, she tells me fifteen more minutes but I must've fallen back asleep since when she returns I swear I've still got 2.5 minutes left! Still, no use going morgenmuffel on her: (1) it's not Winter yet and (2) since she's not German she wouldn't understand me anyway. XD
- - We get me kitted, I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth, sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast's my once weekly dried egg on one slice of toast very thinly smeared with avocado, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and my first big mug of white tea with one spoonful of honey. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- - Breakfast finished, Holly accompanies me back to the bathroom before returning and washing up my breakfast stuff. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- - After climbing into the passenger seat of Holly's car (she pulls my seatbelt around for me, but requests I click it in?) she tootled me off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my first shopping trip in ages!
- - The place was packed; thankfully Holly found a disabled side park @ the very end! She got a trolley for us, took me once to the bathroom and then @ the library I chose a Lian Hearn novel I'd never read before, called The Storyteller And Hus Three Daughters! The only alas was that I only had time to read for seventeen minutes before Holly said shopping time~
- First we grabbed groceries from Woolies then upstairs to Coles before I grabbed a vegetable tempura sushi from the place around food court since they didn't have any honey chicken!
- Got home and showered my quickest - hairwash today. Also thanks to Holly who helped me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
- - Dried, creamed and rekitted, lunch was one bowl of fried rice plus one delicious mug of vanilla chai sweetened with one spoonful of syrup.
- - At 1:15/1, PIG mum signed Holly off with our thanks and byes. She's back again next Tuesday maybe.
- - After lunch, I took the cup over to the sink, used the loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era then walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- - After publishing this post, I'll finish reading and sharing Facebook memories before reading match report after match report and bask in the Broncos' glory!
- Hoping to watch the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the 51ST time!
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Wish the parents would lemme have lunch with other ESS people afterwards ... *sigh*
- Braced for another stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum but looking forward to our once-weekly family dinner together out afterwards!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else looking forward to seeing everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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