Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2006 steps (ha, I'm just over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Subversive For The Savior'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'The Link Between Disobedience And Stress' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Intervals Of Rest'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 13TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:10am and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew for certain that PIG mum would get very noisy exactly one hour later!
- Exactly one hour later, PIG mum's daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At 7:20am, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum drives us to church, parking under the service hall. I hike up the ramp, use the first cubicle of the normal ladies' loo (since the disabled loo's occupied) and grab my usual spot for service @ the most left.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today's Uncle Peter Leung; his sermon topic's From The Smallest Becoming The Biggest: Gideon.
- Service ended seventeen minutes early today; after I'd packed up, I happily played the HP version of Bejeweled until PIG mum came and collected me.
- I used the disabled toilet for one tinkle, washed and dried both hands while PIG mum used the toilet herself, grabbed a packet of bikkies for morning tea and sat outside the service hall.
- Aww, Aunty Cynthia painted me this beautiful sunflower magnet!
- Everyone else enjoyed lunch together @ Sai Bistro but I had to have lunch with dad @ Hungry Jack's. *sigh* At least Uncle Stephen and Aunty Yvonne came along~
- Ate exactly ten chips and munched a Whopper junior. Have forgotten: don't they usually come with cheese?
- Got home, used loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up the most important two hours of the day I'll use the loo for one tinkle, sit @ the gobbling :P table to read for one hour and wait for PIG mum to gimme some arvo tea.
- Hope dad takes us to Ho Lin Wah for dinner tonight and gives me ONE bowl of rice!
- Toms: seeing Ray toms instead of having NAB physio?
- Hope PIG mum takes me grocery shopping and aisle walking afterwards else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Roster says TBA for the 4-6pm shift toms; have just emailed Michelle asking her please to fill them in.
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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