Heylo again, good afternoon and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3476 steps (so promise I'll have cracked 3.5 grand before the day's out XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'How We Must Fight For Holiness' (sounds familiar; wasn't that yesterday's devotion?); thirdly, TWFT topic's "Don't Burn Out (2)" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Entangled' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed EIGHTMEEN MINUTES online after Angelica minds me from 3:45pm till 5:45pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd awesome sleep last night! Like yesterday, nature didn't call until 7:15am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- I'd barely fallen back asleep when dearest dad came and kissed me bye, saying he's working @ Aunty Yvonne's place! After retucking me back into bed, dad promised he'd come home and eat lunch with me~
- After dad left, Daddy Bear and I cuddled and snored, me waking once more for the pot :P when woken by PIG mum's noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with the bra, tee and jumper before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- When I tell PIG mum that I've mostly independently kitted myself, she comes back and finishes with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is another (and last) of the yummy pork floss buns I helped PIG mum make recently with one bowl of warmed healthy cereal, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles me off to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage.
- At Ray's, I use the loo for another tinkle then lay down for some acupuncture and massage. PIG mum's in her element yapping unceasingly @ Ray; grateful thanks to Ray who always replied and kept a conversation flowing. Actually, PIG mum deserves commendation once: she controlled herself pretty well today and only repeated two words three times! XD
- After another loo trip I said my thanks and byes to Ray and then climbed back into PIG mum's car. Not seeing him next week since it's semester break and he's taking his girls holidaying like interstate! Originally, I thought PIG mum would book me into see Aunty Anna for some massage and acupuncture instead but turns out she doesn't like Aunty Anna since she thinks her workplace smells? Dunno, perhaps expect a super-pissy plodding total from me next Monday, then ...
- Instead, we went to Sunnybank Hills Shopping town, caught the lift up onto level four and bought two new towels from KMart! Personally, I'm just disappointed there weren't any red ones; I wanted to buy another bloody towel for usage when Peggy's around! XD
- Back home, Bettina was already cleaning and dad had me immediately come inside, sit down and have lunch, which was one bowl of last night's dinner leftovers. Unsure why we can never enjoy a full meal out without bring home some for lunch the next day, but hey.
- Lunch was washed down with one huge mug of green tea; after using the loo for one more tinkle I walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Bettina knocked off and left two minutes early, but hey. Thanks to her who walked with me down the hallway since she'd just mopped the floor and 'twas slippery.
- Angelica's minding me from 3:45pm till 5:45pm. Must remember to ask her please to find me a new book to read.
- Toms: Angelica's back from 9:30pm till 4pm. Presuming she'll help me up, take me to Pinelands Coles to buy groceries and get my once-weekly crunchy pork bahn mi from the Pinelands Bakehouse, come home and eat lunch, drive me out to the NAB for physio @ 12:15pm (hope Kat remembers to visit!) and take me back home for a shower.
- At 5:30pm, Lorraine's taking me to Toastmasters! Originally that was our changeover function @ the pub but that's been pushed back till the 2nd Tuesday for June since Viktor's away currently!
- Looking forward to bringing some dinner back from Maccas; never mind that UnHappy Meals were what I ate surely three DECADES ago! *sigh*
- Righteo, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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