Heylo again, good evening and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3052 steps (ha, I'm just over three grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Powerful Root Of Practical Love'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Don't Be A Grumbler (2)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Sleepless?;' and fourthly, Joni's devotional topic's "When Pain's Too Much" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWELVE MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, my awesome sleep streak ended around 12:45am this morning when nature called, but hopefully I'll start another one right away~
- When nature called again after the Sun had risen, I used the pot :P again for another tinkle before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P when dearest dad kisses me bye and retucks me back into bed before leaving for work @ Aunty Yvonne's place, saying he'll come home and eat lunch with me, yay~
- More, happy cuddling and snoring for Daddy Bear and me, nature calling once more around 9am just before noisy PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help very exceedingly slightly with the tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was CAKE; one lil slice of the little CAKE PIG mum baked for us after she made a bigger one for Dr. Lee's birthday two nights ago and WOW, 'twas DELICIOUS! I also slurped one boowl of plain porridge, popped all my usual drugs :P and spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climbed into the backseat of PIG mum's car. Unsure why she suddenly helped me buckle my seatbelt both ways, but thanks!
- PIG mum tootled us off to Calamvale Central to buy groceries and parked underground, but we caught the escalator up. First we bought stuff from Woolies and then ducked into the Mega Discount Fruit Market for more produce. Lol, the checkout chic suddenly told me, "Long time no see," but obviously I didn't recognise her. XD
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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