Good evening! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 3140 (ha, I'm over three grand XD) and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's "A Heart That Won't Quit" but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed EIGHT MINUTES online after I let PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela on one set of those FitMi exercises for her!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:25am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- I'd not quite fallen back asleep yet when dearest dad enters my bedroom to kiss me bye and retuck me back into bed saying he's off doing more work @ Aunty Yvonne's place but will come home for lunch with me~
- 'Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again once more for the pot :P around 9am shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with the tops (bra strap, tee and jumper) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- When I tell PIG mum I've mostly kitted myself, she comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of warm porridge and healthy cereal with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully very lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my seatbelt (what I do both ways). PIG mum tootles us down the road to Warrigal Square to buy groceries from Woolies.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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