Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2642 steps (ha, I'm over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Satisfaction That Defeats Sin'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Don't Burn Out (1)" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Leave It With God'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! I'd actually woken twice with a full bladder, once during deep night and the other time when the sky had started lightening but not enough to see the clock clearly yet; both times I'd asked my bladder could I fall back asleep without accident/should I use the pot and she'd replied, nah, sleep.
- Around 7:05am/7:15am PIG mum let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with the bra strap, tee and jumper before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
- When I inform PIG mum that I've mostly independently kitted myself, she comes back and finishes with only Elf's ADO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one of those delicious pork floss buns I'd helped PIG mum make last night with one bowl of warmed healthy cereal, all my usual drugs :P and one full cup of milk. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks under the service hall. I hike up the ramp, use the last cubicle of the normal female loo for one tinkle, wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot in the service hall. PIG mum rushes back upstairs for CSS.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today. I sing everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Tyvus; his sermon topic was "A Story Of One's Life".
- After service ended fifteen minutes early, PIG mum collected me, I used the disabled loo for one tinkle, grabbed a biscuit for morning tea and then sat outside the service hall.
- Uncle Tandy wandered over and said hi; after finishing work for Shanrex he's become a support worker for a company sth like (but not) Anglicare!
- Suddenly dad tries to make me leave with him to lunch! I refuse, since today's my lunch out once every two months out with all the other ESS people. Luckily Dr. Lee's standing slightly in front of me; I walk over to him, ask are there any lunch plans yet and when Dr. Lee replies yes ask next will you please take me?
- Phew Dr. Lee does; today lunch's @ Mien, the Korean-style Chinese food place where Runcorn Plaza Hot Bread was formerly!
- I order orange fried chicken with one bowl of rice: delicious! <3 Thanks to Bernard who pours me a cup of water and grabs me a fork from the drawer built into the side of the table since he's seated @ the end.
- Lol I eat so slowly everyone else leaves! I ask should I shovel the rest into my gob but Bernard says nah, take your time.
- Angie sat beside me eating some kinda seafood pasta and we chatted; she's doing 3rd year architecture @ uni! I told her that my respect for her has gone up one million levels: I was the useless flunk that got a D+ in grade eight high school graphics! XD
- Lunch finished, Bernard hands me back Sticky and walks behind me back to his car. During the drive home I tell him Uncle Tandy came over and said hi; would he remember which company he's doing carer work for now? Not Anglicare but sth like that ... whoops, Bernard doesn't remember either. XD
- PIG mum's still out socialising with her aunty friends; it's dearest dad who opens the door for me. Back inside, I use the loo for one more tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Toms: 11am appointment to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap unceasingly @ him. XD
- She says we can grocery shop before coming home for lunch with dearest dad so should have passed 1000 steps before Monday ends.
- Have just emailed Michelle asking her to fill the TBAs in my roster for this week.
- Anyways, hopefully bbl after dinner else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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