Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 5368 steps (ha, I'm more than half a normal person today XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'When Reason Serves Rebellion'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Get Alone With God (1)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Stay Ready' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY-SIX MINUTES online after I get home from GG tonight!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:20am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddled and snored, me waking again for the pot :P after dearest dad came and kissed me bye before leaving for work @ Aunty Yvonne's place.
- More happy snoring for Daddy Bear and me, nature calling once more around 9am shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap and tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry both hands then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge and healthy cereal with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climbed into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckled my own seatbelt (what I did all day). PIG mum tootled me off to Calamvale Central to get a cheap haircut for Go Cutt. What pisses meb off: she won't park outside the lift that opens DIRECTLY outside Go Cutt since she claims her eyesight isn't good but by just parking under the main entrance I've gotta let her gleefully FORCE :( me to hike like half the centre just to reach Go Cutt. >< *sigh* And she accuses ME of being self-centered?! Whatever ...
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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