Heylo again and good evening! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for today now stands @ 2674 and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Wash Me Throughly' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed SIX MINUTES online after I ring Aunty Lai @ 9pm!! Righteo, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! I'd hit the sack that early that I'd fallen asleep and already woken with a full bladder @ like 11:57pm but after one pot :P trip had slept soundly until waking again to relieve myself @ 6:45am.
- After the first daylight pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore; after nature calls again around 9am and another pot :P trip, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Shortly afterwards, PIG mum begins her noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs and soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before returning outside and awaiting Jacinta's arrival @ 9:30am.
- After Jacinta arrives, she knocks, opens the door and says "Good morning Em; I'll help you up in fifteen minutes, okay?" Daddy Bear gives one paw nod then imperiously flicks his paw 'shoo!' @ her; Jacinta smirks but wisely leaves, thus saving her from the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD
- Once I've counted down fifteen more minutes, I swing myself over to the pot :P and announce to Jacinta (who's inside the bathroom) that I'm hungry. She immediately comes, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. After drinking one full mug of water, I sit over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table with Jacinta. Breakfast is my once-weekly fried egg on one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, very lightly spread with avocado and yay, Jacinta even manages to squeeze in one slice of cheese for me~ I also drink another full mug of water, pop all my usual drugs :P and enjoy my first big mug of white tea sweetened with of spoonful of honey.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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