Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1394 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic's 'A Hiding Place For The Helpless'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Spiritual Pathways (3)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Sweeter Than Honey'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:00am and after one pot :P trip I immediately try and fall back asleep since didn't PIG mum say last night she'd wake me up @ like :05am?
- About twenty-five breaths into counting myself back to sleep, noisy PIG mum goes THUMP and I realise sleep's not gonna come back. Instead, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before giving poor Elf a very brief rub since she'd totally ignored my poor foot last night. That's alright; Era rubbed Elf for fifteen minutes last night and allowed her to wear her sock to sleep afterwards but obviously peeled the sock off first thing this morning! XD PIG also helps exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and laying out the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately struggling into the tee and giving myself fifteen more minutes first. PIG mum returns and finishes with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one of the chocolate muffins I helped PIG mum bake for Dr. Lee (his birthday was yesterday) last night; CHOCOLATE for BREAKFAST CAN'T BE WRONG!! :D I also pop all my usual drugs :P and drain one tall cup of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After washing and drying Era I climb into the back of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks outside the service hall. I hike up the ramp, use the disabled toilet once myself (the seat was up, but so was the lid), wash and dry Era then take my usual spot inside the service hall, the most left seat in the back row.
Yay I get to stay seated for worship today! I sang everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING >< *sigh* Also thanks to Pastor Peter Pie who pinned our WhatsApp message so I can access the PowerPoint worship slides every Sunday~
Today's speaker was Ryan from Compassion. Wonder did the squeaky-voice guy before him retire?
Service ended ten minutes early today. I used the 2nd cubicle of the normal female toilet (the disabled loo's lid was down and mean mother wouldn't lift it for me; but yay that the 2nd cubicle had lid up and seat down), washed and dried both hands then hiked out around the back for morning tea, where dearest dad already had an unsweetened white tea and a packet of Arnott's bikkies ready for me.
While everyone else from ESS shared Indonesian food for lunch and PIG mum was enjoying her weekly gossip and coffee social with her aunty friends, dad made me eat Hungry Jack's with him again. It's been FOUR WEEKS/ONE WHOLE MONTH since I last enjoyed a proper meal out. *sigh*
But today I had a junior Whopper, ten surprisingly long chips, 1/3 the orange and mouthfuls of Hungry Jack's disgusting free coffee.
After dad tootled us home I used the loo for one more tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day online I'll use the loo for one tinkle, sit @ the gobbling :P table and finish sharing my Facebook memories before hopefully reading the monster book for one hour; it's really good!
Toms: PIG mum'll help me up, since I've got a morning appointment to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage; bet she's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him. XD
Will eat lunch with dad @ home before Jacinta comes @ like 2pm and takes me to Breathe for physio. Presume we're buying groceries afterwards, before Jacinta sees me home, showered and leaves @ 6pm.
Hoping to watch the 6pm news for the 152ND time, provided I can watch it for the 151ST time tonight!
Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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