Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2511 steps (ha, I'm just over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'God Strengthens Us Through Others'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'The Best Is Yet To Come' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'A Spiritual Dilemma'. Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, my awesome sleep streak ended last night (really, this morning around 2:45am) but the hilarious thing was that I awoke thinking today was Sunday! @ 9:15am, I awoke and while using the pot, called, "PIG mum, it's 9:15am? Why aren't we going to church? We're already late!" PIG mum stomps around upstairs, enters my room and replies, "You twit. Today's only Saturday. Deb's coming @ 9:30am."XD
- After hitting me with the eye goo, she goes outside and awaits Deb's arrival. I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Once PIG mum lets Deb in, she knocks, opens the door and calls good morning. When I wave Pearl @ her, she bids good morning to Pearl too, before giving me fifteen more minutes.
- When Deb comes back, I use the pot :P for one tinkle, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth before sitting over the loo for one tinkle.
- After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table with Deb.
- Deb fries me my once-weekly egg still slightly runny, and while she won't cook the bread with butter does add one slice of cheese for me! I also drink one huge mug of water, pop all my usual drugs :P and enjoy my first big mug of white tea with two teaspoons of sugar. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- I also happily read Sam Neill's memoirs for thirty minutes first up, reaching pg. 350 @ 10:29pm.
- Before leaving, I sit once more over the loo. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the passenger seat of Deb's car. Wonder why she helps me pull my seatbelt around but requests I buckle it in?
- Deb tootles us off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown and finds parking along level two. After grabbing a shopping trolley for us,bshe takes me once to the loo before we head into the library, I grab some book called Bright Shining by Julia Baird, plop into a squashy magenta sofa and happily read that for twenty pages while Deb went and brought groceries for PIG mum.
- Back home I took a nice warm shower half quick - hairwash today. Thanks to Deb who helped me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.
- Dried, creamed and rekitted, Deb reheated me tasteless rice leftovers for lunch, except they weren't tasteless since she added oyster sauce for me! XD I enjoyed another mug of white tea with one spoonful of honey.
- Before Deb leaves @ 1:30pm I sit over the loo for two more tinkles. Unsure why dad signs Deb off and shoos her away before I'm done over the loo, but hey.
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day online, I'll use the loo for one tinkle then sit @ the gobbling :P table to enjoy my sushi roll (I chose some new odd one) and hopefully read for another 2.5 hours, since it's only Saturday that I get to spend a blessed three hours with my nose buried in a book! Actually, maybe I'll even finish the Sam Neill's memoir! Will willingly not watch the 6pm news (Nine's) for the 58TH time for that!
- Toms: just church, nothing special. The parents had better lemme out for lunch with other ESS peoples afterwards since I've only eaten @ home every meal all week, what with Toastmasters not being on. Surely, it's only fair: PIG mum goes out with her aunty friends for morning tea every Sunday morning and dad goes out with his mates for arvo tea after they play badminton; surely, I'm not asking too much to enjoy lunch out with my ESS peers after service?
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else looking forward to seeing everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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