Heylo again, good morning again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 478 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's ; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'What The Bible Teaches Us About Money (4)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Not Grumbling Against God'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 9am shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth.That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of the less yummy
(so sticky) bird food very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P with one slice of toast spread very lightly with butter and strawberry jam, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* - After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. When nature suddenly calls @ 11:40am, I visit the loo once more.
- Fingers croossed that when mother gets back home we can eat lunch out together; feels like I've not enjoyed a Thursday lunch out since she retired and cancelled all my Thursday lunch trips!
- Karina's minding me from 1:30pm till 5:30pm, since PIG mum's taking dearest dad out for some medical appointment. We'll grocery shop together but mainly I'm just pissed since she won't lemme have arvo tea out with her! I mean, she gets morning tea out with her mates after church and dad gets arvo tea with his mates after badminton; when will I get to enjoy a meal out?? *sigh*
- Hoping to read for one hour and watch the 6pm news bulletin foor the 56TH time!
- Best of all, it's ice cream night tonight; like I say every week, a very little's better than none @ all!
- Cheers,
Em. ^^
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