Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2173 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'You Cannot Lose In The End'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Use Your Gift In Ministry To others' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Listen To The Stones'. Anyways, events for today?
- Grr, nature ruined my five-day awesome sleep streak when nature called @ 12:45am! >< Never mind, 'twas otherwise a sound sleep~ *sigh*
- When nature called again @ 6am, I used the pot :P again before I spent ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I cuddle and happily snore together for another hour, me waking again for the pot :P when I'm woken by PIG mum's noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Cheerios with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread spread lightly with avocado and sprinkled lightly with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church (thankfully there's no car sliding down the carpark today!) and parks outside the service hall. I use the first cubicle of the normal lady's loo (since the disabled loo has the lid closed and horrid PIG mum won't lift it for me), wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot in service on the most left. PIG mum bolts back upstairs for the Canto service; I'm sure she made it without being late; she left @ 8:46am!
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today~ Like last week, I sang everything plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Dr. Lee spoke today with a sermon from the Hero/Zero series. Today's character was King Solomon.
- After service, I used the disabled loo for one tinkle, grabbed a packet of bikkies from the morning tea table and sat outside the service hall.
- Argh, dad made me eat with him @ Hungry Jack's again. >< I'm more worried about this week's meal out; Toastmasters isn't happening this week meaning I'll not get an UnHappy Meal so when will I get the chance to eat out?? Today dad told Peter Pie twice a month/once every two months. *sigh*
- Uncle Stephen and Aunty Yvonne ate with us today. Yay I shook a cheaper BBQ cheeseburger and chocolate shake, but dad only gave me nine pissy little chips; I had to ask for a tenth! ><"
- Back home, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful
God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up the most important two hours of my day I'll use the loo for one tinkle, sit @ the gobbling :P table to read the book club novel for one hour and wait for PIG mum to gimme some arvo tea.
- Toms: presume I'm seeing Ray for some acupuncture and massage in the late morning? Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ him. XD Me, think he's already given me a Lindt chocolate bunny?
- Hoping PIG mum'll take me grocery shopping and aisle walking afterwards, else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Have just emailed Michelle asking her to please fill in the TBAs on my roster for this week's shift. Unsure why Monday's 4-6pm shift has been pushed forward thirty minutes?
- Looking forward to reading the book club novel for one hour and watching the 6pm news for the 64TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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