Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3368 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Key Too Radical Love'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Governed By Christ's Love For Us" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Loving Other's With God's Love" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY-FIVE MINUTES online after I get home from Toastmasters tonight!! *sigh* Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 5th awesome consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:30am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 9am, just before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Actually, I forgot to tell her my latest dream: I'm about to jump off sth but wake up!
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :(n me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of the yummier (so flaky) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) very lightly sprinkled with some yummy flaky Special K with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully very lightly sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Leah arrived two/three minutes late; once I'd finished breakfast, she accompanied me back to the bathroom then went back to wash up, close windows and lock them. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of Leah's car and she tootles us off to Pinelands Plaza. Thanks muchly to her who helps me buckle my seatbelt all day. While she drives, we chat and I learn that Leah's only twenty-seven, from Kenya and studying sth @ uni called human services?
- At Coles, she grabs a trolley for us and we buy the groceries PIG mum's after.
- Our other stop's to Pinelands Hot Bread, where Leah and both get a crunchy pork bahn mi from Aunty Nancy.
- Back home, I use the loo for one tinkle and then we sit @ the gobbling :P table and eat our bahn mis. Thanks to PIG mum who left a vanilla chai teabag for me, but unfortunately, she'd hid the sweetener again. *sigh*
- At 12:15pm, I climb back into the car and Leah tootles me off to the NAB for physio.
- After visiting the loo for one tinkle, I hike down o the NAB, where Phillip's waiting just inside.
- Physio today: Sitting with minimal thigh support perching on edge of plinth, reaching and stacking cone work for Era both Sitting and standing, walking six laps along the length of and back of plinth and six laps long hallway walking. Cheers, Em. ^^
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