Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2133 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Books @ The Judgement'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "The Grandfather's Mistake Became The Grandson's Miracle" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Hospitality In Jesus'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:05am and after one pot :P trip I immediately tried falling back asleep; maybe I'd reach a light sleep before PIG mum disturbed me!
- Instead, eleven breaths into tryinng to fall back asleep, noisy PIG mum goes THUMP and thus spoils my chance of falling back asleep before she enters my room. Instead, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At 7:15am, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was one yummy bowl of Cornflakes (my daily breakfast during life back in the insane asylum XD) with one slice oof dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with some avocado and hopefully very lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I Walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). Dad tootles us off to church; PIG mum skipped church today since she says she's not feeling well.
- Less than thirty minutes left, so super-briefly:
- Stayed seated for worship. Sang everything, plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Winston with a sermon on the Hero/Zero series; his sermon today was about Daniel.
- ESS had lunch together @ some Japanese restaurant but dad wouldn't let Peter Pie take me! >< Lunch @ HJ's for us.
- Got home, used loo for one tinkle and plopped online.
- Watch the match replay from the Broncos vs. Tigers match last night! Gonna read match report after match report and bask in their glory, now. XD
- Toms: seeing Ray for some massage and acupuncture but PIG mum's unsure will she, since she's still not feeling well.
- Whoever takes me will also hopefully take me grocery shopping and aisle walking afterwards, else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Waiting for Michelle to get back to me about this week's TBAs; dunno who's minding me 4-6pm yet.
- But hoping to read for one hour and watch the 6pm news for the 59TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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