Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1974 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Every Calvary Step Was Love'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Faith Equals Righteousness With God' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Reflecting God's Mercy'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:05am and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew PIG mum would be getting super-noisy exactly one hour later!
- Sure enough, PIG mum going a-THUMPING around upstairs one hour later wakes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At 7:15am PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast one bowl of the yummier (so flaky) bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD) with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully very lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I did all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church, parking under the service hall. I hike up the ramp, use the first cubicle of the normal ladies' loo (the lid's up, but the disabled loo had the lid closed and obviously PIG mum wasn't gonna help raise it), wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot :P @ service to the most left. PIG mum bolts back upstairs for the Canto service @ 8:43am.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today~ I sing everything, plus the harmony for four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today's Pastor Peter Pie with another sermon from his Hero/Zero series. Today's sermon was about Jonathan and David~
- After service I use the disabled toilet once myself, grab a mini packet of chicken-flavoured Shapes and sit @ some table since the one's outside the service hall aren't there today. PIG mum pours me a cup of milk tea (probably without any sugar) and Aunty Irene comes for a chat. Gosh, Chun Yat's in grade Nine now; I remember when I was rostered on for the storytelling for the little kiddies and his sister placed him on my lap; he was only a baby then!
- Frustration's having to eat lunch with dad @ Hungry Jack's when I wanted to join the rest of EM @ My Personal Chef! >< Dad says it's coz I'm fat and I asked him what weight do you demand I reach before you'll lemme back out for meals with my peers? APIG mum goes every Sunday morning and dad goes every Sunday arvo but when will I get the chance?? Dada says 60kg and I've said I'll starve myself come April the 1st until I reach 60kg; just lemme enjoy my birthday month in March first. Only dad says he definitely already knows I'll not have the willpower to reach it? Then why should I even try? ><
- Back home I use the loo for one more tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- After I've used up the most important two hours of the day I'll use the loo for one tinkle and then sit @ the gobbling :P table to read for one hour. Hope PIG mum'll gimme some arvo tea.
- Dad had better take us back to Ho Lin Wah for dinner tonight and gimme ONE bowl of rice!
- Toms: Have just emailed Michelle asking her who's coming to drive me to the NAB for physio @ 12:15pmand seeing me home and showered before leaving @ 4pm since the roster just says TBA for 3:45pm till 5:45pm.
- Hoping to read for one hour and watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 30th time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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