Heylo again, good morning again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, Em's final, final plodding total from last night's actually 2262; secondly, Joni's devotional topic from last night's "Don't Miss The Obvious"; thirdly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 752 steps (since obviously, I've not left the house yet); fourthly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's "You Are Greatly Loved"; fifthly, TWFT topic's "Discover What's Special About You": and sixthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The Joy Of Giving" but seventhly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY MINUTES online after I get home from grocery shopping with dad!! Anyways, let's start with yesterday's events first!
- Once I'd used up the most important two hours of my day, I used the loo for one tinkle and then sat @ the gobbling :P table to wait for PIG mum to gimme some arvo tea and read until Faith came @ 5:30pm and took me to Toastmasters!
- Even though the traffic was dreadful (didn't reach the highway till 5:55pm) Faith had like a perfect run and we still got the free parking, score!
- Nine attended last night, my warmup session went well and I even gave an impromptu speech about my MRI!
- Afterwards I had my Unhappy Meal with an orange juice and Faith had a medium McChicken meal with a Fanta - she even gave me some of her chips, score!
- Back home, repeat the usual nightly events and zzz~
- Today: yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:50am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Shortly before 9am, PIG mum's daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for another pot :P trip; when she lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted I asked why she'd come earlier than usual and PIG mum replied duh I'm going to play badminton! Oh yeah, that's right. XD
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of yummy Special K (I like flaky things XD) very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with some avocado and for some reason the PLATE very lightly sprinkled with salt (no worries; I just lick the plate clean afterwards XD), all my usual drugs :P and one tall cup of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten
minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on
my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day
without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on
my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the
phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free,
independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death
because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone
else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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