Monday, February 24, 2025

Tuesday Post 495

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1695 steps (ha, I'm over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'God Opens The Heart'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Your Prayers Will Be Answered' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Responding To Generosity'. Anyways, events for today?

  • Yay, for the first time in three days, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:05am and after one pot :P trip, I immediately fall back asleep, since I'm certain noisy PIG mum's gonna get really loud in one hour!
  • Like  clockwork, @ 8:05am, PIG mum's  daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs wakes me for  another pot :P trip; after this second one, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • At 8:15pm, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me put a crop top on; she's smart and remembered not to gimme anything with metal since I'm going for my MRI today! After helping with that, she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
  • PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing but Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Only amazingly, she puts the toilet seat down for me! Bumbum feels very loved. XD
  • After brushing teeth, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Breakfast is one bowl of yummy Special k lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and the PLATE (not the toast itself?) very lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. 

Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

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