Heylo again and good evening! Righteo, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 12TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like the past several days, nature didn't call until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 9am, just before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through
today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel
and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that
I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart
from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God
would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so
why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve?
Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He
just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
PIG mum returns to finish with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I drink one tall cup of water before sitting over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning
fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy
the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make
my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING
to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful
God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Before sitting down to enjoy my once-weekly fried egg on one slice of toast that I lightly spread with avocado, I had to let PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk all around the kitchen doing things, like toasting bread and pouring water, etc. But finally, I was seated with my breakfast, and I got to read the Six Sacred Stones for thirty minutes.
After one more loo trip, dad tootled us off to Capalaba Park and we all had mini bahn mis for lunch!
That was followed with a loo trip, before we bought groceries from ALDI and my arvo tea honey chicken sushi roll.
Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle and then dad tootled me off to church to play table tennis with him~
I also played with Uncle Simon! I remembered to bai leen to both her and Aunty Carly, who fed me a mango-flavoured icy stick!
Back home, I used the loo once for one tinkle and then sat down to read, munch my yummy honey chicken sushi roll and drink my second mug of white tea hopefully sweetened with one spoonful of honey. I'd planned to read for another 2.5 hoours and reached pg. 400 @ 3:52pm but PIG mum suddenly ordered that I go shower, so I noticed down that I still wantedv to read for another forty-four minutes and headed into the bathroom.
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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