Sunday Post 669

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2153 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Served In Serving Others'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Start Small, And Keep A Winning Attitude' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Be Like Jesus'. Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:50am and after one pot :P trip, I immediately try and fall back asleep since I'm sure noisy PIG mum would go a-THUMPING around very soon!
• Instead, around 135 deep breaths later, PIG mum indeed goes THUMP. Well, sleep's not returning. Instead, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately pulling on the tee then giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to   the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Breakfast is one bowl of healthy cereal with all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day).  PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks outside the service hall. I hike up the ramp, use the second cubicle of the normal lady's loo (since the disabled and first cubicle of the normal ladies' loo have lids closed but horrid PIG mum won't help me lift them), wash and dry both hands then grab my usual spot inside the service hall and PIG mum rushes back upstairs for CM.
• Yay I get to stay seated for worship today! I sing everything plus the harmony for two songs but like every other week, mean absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
• Speaker today was Pastor Peter Pie with his new sermon series: Choosing God In A World Of Choice and there was communion afterwards, but service still ended fifteen minutes early.
• After PIG mum collected me, I used the disabled loo for one tinkle, grabbed a packet of bikkies from the morning tea area then sat outside the service hall.

• When Aunty Catherine wandered over I showed her the photo of me holding baby Zebby; she took off her clases, peered closely @ the mobile and immediately recognised him! Then she told me he's nearly as tall as she is! (BTW, unsure why the font suddenly went bold?)
• While everyone else shared lunch @ Mum's Wok, I was stuck @ Rochedale Hungry Jacks again. A mini snack wrap, exactly ten chips and a small orange juice for me. Today marks THREE WEEKS since I last enjoyed a proper meal out. >< *sigh*
• Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me

• Forgot to note down when I started online so will just stay online until PIG mum boots me off; I can't move anyhow since Elf's big toe was hurting and PIG mum removed all her footwear!
• Tonight the Slams and Aunty A's coming over to celebrate dearest dad's birthday and tomorrow's Australia Day! Still seeing Ray for acupuncture and massage, though. Hopefully PIG mum will find somewhere open and take me for walkies somewhere otherwise expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
• The roster says I've got support toms arvo but apparently mother's already cancelled it?? *sigh*
• Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing  everyone a smashing week ahead!
  Cheers,
  Em.  ^^