Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2990 steps today (so promise you I'll have cracked 3000 the next time I'm online XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Light Beyond The Light'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Great Leaders Refuse To Take Credit' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Better Together' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTEEN MINUTES online after Angelica minds me from 3:30pm till 5:30pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, for the first time in four days, yay, awesome sleep last night; I reckon it's coz I was so relieved after videochatting with Aunty Nga and hearing that she's recovered enough to return to work this morning! Nature didn't call until 6:30am (and Winter's nearly here; I could barely see the time this morning when nature first called!) and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Cowpig and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking for the pot: p once more around 9am, shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathrooom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- After bidding Aunty Lai Wah a very good morning, breakfast was one more slice of that deliciously fluffy passionfruit cake that PIG mum baked last night! I also slurped one bowl of Special K and Minus :P, popped all my usual drugs :P and drank one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Breakfast finished, I walked myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of dad's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). Since the appointment with Ray's not till 11am and it's only just after 10am now, dad takes me grocery shopping @ Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown, finding a disabled park across the road along level two. Dad grabs a trolley but annoyingly won't lemme push it with him but sends me out walking in front with Sticky! >< *sigh*
After buying groceries from The Fruit Temple, Woolies and ALDI, dad tootles me over to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture. Yay that he parks just outside Ray's gate and not the driveway like PIG mum, but still, we're more than ten minutes early, hence why I browse the ALDI catalogue before we finally head inside @ 10:50am.
After using the loo for one tinkle, I lie down for some massage and acupuncture from Ray. Dad comes over when Ray pokes me through with needles and we all chat. It's really nice to participate in a conversation; usually, PIG mum yaps, Ray goes uh huh, PIG mum yaps anymore and I just nap! XD
Following one more tinkle, dad tootles us home and we eat rice leftovers from last night's dinner for lunch. Unsure why dad never just eats one meal and must always take leftovers for the next day's meal? Isn't cooking food fresh better?
Lunch is washed down with one big, delicious mug of vanilla chai that dad said he added honey to; after happily playing Jewels until 1:30pm I used the loo once more, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Bettina left @ exactly 2pm and Angelica's minding me from 3:30pm till 5:30pm.
Looking forward to watching the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the 65TH time!
Since tonight's Aunty Lai Wah's final night with us, I'd hoped dad would take us out for dinner together but nope, he's preparing duck for dinner @ home ... *sigh* Wonder what PIG mum'll have?
Toms: PIG mum'll help me up, since once Angelica arrives @ 10am she'll attend her Pilates class. Actually, isn't she skipping that to take Aunty Lai Wah out somewhere once more before she flies back down to Sydney toms arvo?
Presuming Angelica's taking me to Pinelands Coles to buy groceries and get a bahn mi for lunch before coming home for lunch. Will haveta leave @ 12:15pm, though, since I've got a NAB physio appointment with Ryan @ 1pm. Will haveta ask PIG mum again: did I haveta chase the CEs for a letter to see Dr. O'Sullivan for Botox?
Angelica will see me home and showered before leaving @ 2pm. I'm looking forward to my most important two hours of the day online, reading for one hour and watching the 6pm news for the 66TH time!
Anyways, hopefully bbl after Angelica leaves, else wishing everyone a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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