Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3234 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic's 'Ideas Have Consequences'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "'Forgive Them' and Delete The Offence" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Such Glorious Knowledge'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 10TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:30am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Cowpig and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the poot :P around one hour later just before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before going back outside and awaiting Karina's arrival.
- After PIG mum lets Karina in, Karina knocks, pushes the door open and says, "Good morning, Emily." When I wave Cowpig @ her, she next says, "Hitting the snooze button for fifteen more minutes, okay?" Another nod from Cowpig and she thankfully removes herself, thus saving her from the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD
- When Karina comes back, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Thanks to Karina who's squirted some toothpaste for me. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk out to the gobbling :P table with Karina, rousing @ her for AGAIN skipping breakfast and ordering her to get some when we're grocery shopping for PIG mum.
- For my breakfast, I slurp one bowl of watery porridge mixed with some healthy cereal plus one slice oof toast spread with avocado and lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, Karina lathers sunscreen over my face before accompanying me back to the toilet before going back to wash up my breakfast dishes. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After lunch, I used the loo for one more tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Toms: Peggy's minding me 9:30am till 2pm and taking me to Breathe for physio. Fingers crossed dad'll lemme get Red Rooster for lunch; on the radio when Karina was driving this morning, I heard Red Rooster selling quarter chicken and chips for $5.50!!
Peggy will see me home and showered before leaving before Syn comes to gimme one session of OT.
Best of all, it's ice cream night toms night; like I say every week, a very little's better than none @ all!
Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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