Sunday, October 6, 2024

Monday Post 445

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1599 steps (ha, I'm just over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, John piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Happy God'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Rebuild Your Marriage (3)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Bibles In The Back Seat'. Anyways, events for today?

  • Nature didn't call until 3:50am last night! After nature called again once the Sun had risen, I used the pot :P again before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • Dearest dad comes to kiss me bye around 7:45am, saying he's doing sth @ Uncle Stephen's and Aunty Yvonne's place. After he retucks me into bed and leaves, I use the pot :P again before continuing happy snorings with Pearl.
  • Nature calls once more just after 9am, shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and helping me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bar strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  • Breakfast is one bowl of healthy cereal with all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water.  Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

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