Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2164 steps (ha, I'm over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Justice Will Be Done'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Rebuild Your Marriage (3)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'God Sees Us'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 3rd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 5:50am (dad made one THUMP upstairs and woke me; I knew 'twas him and not PIG mum coz PIG mum was still being a pig upstairs and never stirs this early! XD) and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* But I really love the fact that the Sun was already shining so brightly before 6am even though Summer hasn't officially started yet; in Winter, the Sun doesn't rise until 6:30am!
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me using the pot :P once when PIG mum wakes me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to the bathroom and brush yet. Oh, have I mentioned yet? I started using a new electric toothbrush back on Thursday; the old one was getting very unresponsive (I had to press the button like six times before it'd start and another six before it'd stop whirring but now I can't get over how sensitive the button is; just a light touch and it springs to life! XD). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks under the service hall. I haul myself up the ramp, use the third cubicle of the normal ladies loo (since both the disabled and the first two stalls in the normal ladies loo have lids down but mean PIG mum won't lift it for me), wash and dry Era and then grab my usual spot in service @ the most left in the back.
- Yay I stayed seated for worship today. I sang everything plus the harmony for two songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Peter Pie with another sermon from his 'We are EM series, about being dependent on the Spirit Next week's a combined service!
- After service I used the normal ladies loo again (this time, the disabled bathroom was occupied), grabbed a packet of bikkies and took a seat beside Granny Wan. Uncle Simon bid me hi from the left and I couldn't see him but PIG mum and I explained my left hemianopia to him before I sat down beside Granny Wan, who immediately fed me another packet of Jatz crackers. When she pressed them into my hand I just said thanks and popped them straight into my mouth; I've tried refusing before but she's insistent and goodness knows I didn't want PIG mum returning and eating them herself! XD
- 'Twas barely 11:30am when dad demanded I leave with him for an early lunch @ Hungry Jack's. Lol, he sounded so magnanimous saying he got me a Whopper but 'twas just really a Whopper Junior with an orange juice and exactly ten chips. *sigh*
- But afterwards we both plkayed with our mobiles and I've passed like five levela on the HP version of Bejeweled today! Lol, that prolly means I'll not pass any all week. XD
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Aunty Sally and some other aunty came over! I immediately asked Aunty Sally could we please go to my room and take a photo with Cowpig; she said sure! Actually, I feel like writing an extra story about Cowpig and sharing it with GCCW... XD
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day online I'll use the loo for one tinkle and then head down to the gobbling :P table and read for one hour; hopefully PIG mum feeds me some arvo tea but I can hear her baking sth right now. Well, using the mixer before baking something.
- Right now I think the Queensland Cup's GF's being played; wonder why they're not covering first grade? Should I watch that/the 6pm news (Nine's) for the 156TH time?
- Toms: public holiday, woot! Long live the King! Unfortunately that means I'll not get any support for the third consecutive day. >< *sigh*
- But unless dad takes PIG mum and I out, I'm perfectly content to stay in bed till 5:50pm before getting up and watching the 6pm news! XD
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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