Thursday Post 447b

 Heylo again, good afternoon and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1693 steps (ha, I'm over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's "Fear And Hope In God's Jealousy"; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Let Him  Comfort You' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Let Him Comfort You' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-SEVEN MINUTES online after lunch!! Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P around 7:45am when dad comes and kisses me bye, saying he's gonna play badminton with Uncle Chong today!
• After dad retucks me back into bed and leaves, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly after 9am, just before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me extremely slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first, before calling PIG mum back to please finish with Elf's AFO straps and both laces.
• That done, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Breakfast is one of those little chocolate cupcakes PIG mum baked last night; delicious! I also slurp 1/4 bowl of Minus :P and pop all my usual drugs :P pllus drinking one full mug of water and another cup of coffee with a little honey since unfortunately I started getting a slight PMS headache last night. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I walked myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• Since neither mother nor the aunties are ready to leave after I've washed and dried Era, I retrieve my mobile and Whatsapp dearest dad, letting him know where we're headed this morning.
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^