Heylo again and good evening again! Take two: firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2634 steps 9ha, I'm over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Joy Unbound'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Rebuild Your Marriage (2)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'God Uses Our Stories' and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Come Before Winter' but sixthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed THIRTY-TWO MINUTES online after I visit the loo once more @ 9pm!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd awesome consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like yesterday, nature didn't call until 6:10am, and after one pot :P trip,
I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P just after 9am, shortly before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst complying, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I drink one full cup of water before sitting over the loo proper. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is my once-weekly fried egg on one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, another full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and my first mug of white tea sweetened with some honey. Happiness was reading The Golden Fate for thirty minutes first up; today I reached pg. 222 @ exactly 10:35am. Then I happily played the HP version of Bejeweled for awhile and passed two levels!
Once the parents were ready to get going, I used the loo for one tinkle and climbed into the backseat of the car. PIG mum checked my seatbelt was buckled on properly after I'd done it and then dearest dad tootled us off to Capalaba Park; we've not been for months!
On arrival, PIG mum took me once to the loo while dad went and bought mini bahn mis for us from Van Dough.
After lunch, we buy groceries from Coles before dad tootles us home. I use the loo for one tinkle and then climb back into the car, since dearest dad's taking me to church to play ping pong together~ <3
Today I play twice with dad and twice with Uncle Simon! I've got terrible aim: twice/thrice today I mishit the ball so bad it landed on the next table! XD
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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