Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2020 steps (ha, I';m just over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Give God Your Revenge'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Have You Prayed About It?' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "Thriving In God's Presence" but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR and ELEVEN MINUTES online after Jacinta takes me tom physio, buys groceries with me, sees me home and showered then leaves @ 6pm while I watch the 6pm news bulletin (Nine's) for the 157TH time!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:50am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Very shortly after that, PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs and very soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and give poor Elf a very brief rub, since she'd totally ignored my poor foot last night. That's alright, Era rubbed her for fifteen minutes and allowed her to wear her sock to sleep last night but obviously tugged the sock off first thing this morning! XD
- After PIG mum helps me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and laying out the tee and jumper, she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately struggling into the tops then giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Right now, my teeth are sparkly clean since I'm brushing with the MAGIC of Harry Potter toothpaste! :D XD
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one more of those weird-tasting buns that I helped mother make recently! I also pop all my usual drugs :P and drink one tall full mug of water. Over
breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly
capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him,
because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* Yay also that PIG mum kindly turns on Sunrise for my viewing pleasure; I'm rarely awake early enough to watch it!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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