Monday Post 330b

 Good  evening again! Em's new plodding total  for tonight's exactly 5000. Ha, I'm half a normal person  today. XD Anyways, events for today?

• Grr, I was one night from starting an awesome sleep  streak but nature denied me!! >< Never mind, 'twas a sound sleep   aside from that~ *sigh*
• After the first daylight pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• Daddy Bear and  I happily cuddle and snore, nature calling again once more around 9am. Shortly afterwards, PIG mum  begins  her noisy daily   a-THUMPING around upstairs and soon, she's let herself into  my room  to hit me with  the eye goo  and help  exceedingly  slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and laying the  tops out before leaving me   to  get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately struggling into the tops  then giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum  returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully  FORCE :( me to  walk over too the bathroom and brush teeth. Unsure why she waited so late before waking me; I had to bang the wall after I'd mostly independently kitted myself and ask her to please quickly finish with Elf's AFO straps and both laces but she meandered away and I didn't exit the bedroom until just after  9:50am! You know I  feel like I've wasted the entire day should I be back in bed for another night's sleep should I enter the bedroom again before twelve hours passed since I exited it! >< Never mind, plan of attack: brush teeth slowly and sit over loo for a good long while; hopefully twelve hours will have passed when I re-enter the room. *sigh*
• After brushing  teeth, I  sit   over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry  Era then walk myself slowly  and safely out to   the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• For breakfast this morning, PIG mum saved me one more of the sausage buns I'd made with her recently! The silly sausage was so  terrified of being eaten he tried to leap from the bread as  he was heading for my mouth but since I remember to  LEAN FORWARD while I eat he only landed on his original saucer and met a very glorious death inside my hungry tummy. XD I also pop all  my usual drugs :P and drain one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I walk myself  slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude! 
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^