Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3734 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Power To Profess Christ'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'You Will Conquer Your Jericho (2)' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Road Closed - Spirit-Led' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and FOURTEEN MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Heading over to the gobbling :P @ 6pm and not watching the news since dearest dad'll get home before 7pm. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 8am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore, me using the pot :P once more when woken by PIG mum's noisy daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and give poor Elf a very brief rub, since she'd totally ignored my poor foot last night. That's alright; Era rubbed Elf for fifteen minutes last night and let her wear her sock to sleep, but obviously tugged it off first thing this morning! XD Once PIG mum leaves to await Jane's arrival, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After PIG mum opens the door for Jane @ 9:30am, Jane knocks, opens the door and says "Good morning Em; fifteen more minutes, okay?" Daddy Bear gives one single paw flop and just like that, she's already closed the door and left, thus denying her the chance to imperiously wave his paw 'shoo!' @ her. XD
- 900 seconds later, I loudly announce "Jane, I'm hungry," and transfer myself over to the pot :P for one more tinkle. She comes, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. After drinking one tall cup of water, I sit over the loo proper. There,
I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and
finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the
cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that
affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable
of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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