Wednesday Post 325b

 Heylo again, good evening and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3449 steps (so will   have hopefully reached 3.5 grand before the night's out XD); secondly,  John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'How To Repay God'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Keep Marching And Believing'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's "God's Open Invitation" and fifthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Just A Taste' but sixthly and way most importantly,  I'm really still owed THIRTY-NINE MINUTTES online after I use the loo once more @ 9pm!! Anyways, events for today?

•  Yay, 6th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like the past two days, nature didn't call until  6:45am and after one pot :P  trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Before returning to happy snorings with Daddy Bear I call upstairs to  PIG mum and remind her please not to help me  up too late;  since she demands I hit the sack @ the piss-early  time of 9:45pm @ night; should I leave the  bedroom  but  re-enter it before twelve hours have passed, I feel I've have wasted the entire day! >< *sigh*
• Nature calls again around 9:15am; shortly after the next pot :P trip PIG mum begins her usual daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself  into my room  to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the  bar strap and laying out the tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after immediately struggling into the tops then giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• That  done, I bang the wall and ask PIG mum to please hurry up and finish with Elf's AFO straps and both laces; it's nearly 9:45am! Still, she takes her time doing things and it's nearly 9:50am before I let her gleefully  FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. *sigh*
• That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then  walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• A fancy breakfast this morning; dad's badminton mate made some turnip cake for us! I also pop all my usual  drugs :P and drink one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After breakfast  I  walk myself slowly and safely back to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude! 
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^

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