Saturday, January 17, 2026

Sunday Post 668

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2370 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily   devotional topic from last night's 'Authentic Faith's Eager For Christ To Come"; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Honesty's The Best Policy" and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Faith And False Accusation'. Anyways, events for today?

  • Nature called once around 12:45am; after another pot :P trip around 6am I immediately fell back asleep, since I remembered that PIG mum would get very noisy @ 7am!
  • Instead, Mini Pearl and I fell back asleep so deeply that I didn't wake until PIG mum let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo! I used the pot :P once more, she helped me with absolutely nothing bar the bar strap then left me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • That done, PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me walk over to   the bathroom and brush teeth.
  • Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Breakfast is one bowl of healthy cereal with all my usual drugs :P and one tall cup of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

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