Good afternoon! Firstly, my final, final plodding total from Friday’s actually 3189; secondly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 387 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house today) and thirdly, TWFT topic’s “God’s Undeserved Kindness To You”. Anyways, let’s start off with last night’s events first!
- When dad called dinner, I walked myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:01pm, I lasted 5:32. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Now @ 2:20pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:35. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, so I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight.XD
- Dinner last night: apart from the usual half-bowl of rice, one small chunk of fish and a few slices of tasty but tiny pork, dad had HEAPED my bowl with so much kalian that he needed to get an extra bowl to fit it all on! You tell me, how exactly does that constitute a ‘balanced diet’?? XD
- After dinner, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle, over to wash and dry Era then out to the 4WD, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Dad tootled me off to church. Before heading home, he asked Uncle Colbert to please gimme a lift home afterwards.
- About twelve people attended last night. Calvin was the youngest guy there; other attendees were Samuel Enderby, Uncle William, Uncle Colbert, Pastor Chris, Jeremy, Aunty A, Aunty Carol, a guy I’m presuming was Aunty Carol’s husband and Uncle Kelvin. Pastor Chris started with a prayer for us, then I started the discussion by asking my question first. I still don’t get why homosexuality’s sinful, though… guess I’m just thick. XD
- Uncle Colbert dropped me back off home last night. I felt safe with him, coz he’s a physio and obviously wouldn’t lemme fall! I did apologise for having crappy night vision and he promised I’d be fine; in fact, he held Era’s elbow while I walked back up to his car. Also, you can make phone calls from his car; it’s really cool!
- Back home, repeat the usual nightly events. Zzz~
Today: Woo hoo, 17TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call till 6:05am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
The teddies and I cuddled and snored, me waking for the pot :P again one hour later. Since PIG mum would be hitting me with the eye goo before leaving for work very soon, instead of falling back asleep I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After PIG mum hit me with the eye goo, she left for work around 7:30am. When dearest dad came to tuck me back into bed, I reminded him please to stay quiet until Besta arrived, so that Daddy Bear and I could cuddle and snore.
Thanks to dearest dad who did! I awoke twice more for the pot :P before Besta knocked and let herself in, about three minutes early. Luckily, she remembered to gimme fifteen more minutes first, thus saving her the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD Afterwards, I spent a final ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- When Besta came back to help me get kitted for the day, I used the pot :P once more for one tinkle and immediately told her about my not one, not two, but THREE dreams this week!
- Besta got me kitted and we went over to the bathroom, where I brushed teeth. Ela was very lucky this week: not only did Besta kindly squirt me out some toothpaste this morning, she also enjoyed a break from having to squirt out any last night coz PIG mum had already hit the sack!
- Afterwards, I used the loo once more for one tinkle, washed and dried Era then headed out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast. Huge thanks to dearest dad who left me one (not half) sandwich of yummy egg and ham; in that case, I didn’t need to search the pantry for some morning tea. Thanks also to Besta who added one slice of cheese for me and cooked the bread yummy; I also enjoyed my first mug of white tea with two sugars.
- My main joy, though, was getting to read for 1.5 hours! As for Besta, she sat and gently massaged Ela for fifty-five minutes while watching music videos on channel eleven.
- At midday, Besta took me to the loo for one tinkle and made me one mug of warm Milo. I read for another 0.25hrs and then called Aunty Lai, but she wasn’t @ home. Next, I tried ringing Aunty Nga and I reached her, but we only talked for just over four minutes coz she was busy teaching Mickey his English homework.
- Instead, I happily read for another twenty-five minutes~
- At 12:55pm, Besta took me once more to the loo for two tinkles then left me with one full bowl of rice for lunch and another mug of white tea with two sugars. When she left, I rang dearest dad then munched my yummy fried rice, also reading for five more minutes to take my total reading time to1.45 hours.
- Lunch finished, I walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At 1:45pm, I walked myself once slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme off shoelace tying practice (hopeful), will lemme drink my third mug of white tea with two sugars (doubtful) and will gimme the chance to read for one more hour (possible)!
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Actually, the special thing’s that I’m attending the first get-together of Bible And Breakfast! Usually, I’m @ Bible Study, but it’s been cancelled for toms coz Dr. Lee’s attending this camp about becoming a missionary.
- Oh! Tomorrow’s also Father’s Day! We’re having a church luncheon together; fingers crossed for one whole bowl of food!
- Don’t have any plans for the arvo; will likely just stare @ the computer until PIG mum tumbles down from pigland and orders me off to shower. More stress for me… *sigh*
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
