Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1655 steps (ha, I'm over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Hope For Imperfect Christians'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'God Has An Assignment For You To Fulfill' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'God Knows Everything'. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:00am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* Once back in bed I also notice that my monthlies have suddenly arrived and rejoice: since they arrived without warning today, I'll prolly get a PMS headache before February's cycle but be all good for my March birthday month! :D *phew*
- PIG mum going a-THUMPING around upstairs about one hour later wakes me for another pot :P trip; I'm returned to the bed when she lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo so she detours to the bathroom and gets a pad for me before helping me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with only Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth but thanks to her who brought my toothbrush back to the bathroom since I completely forgot to last night! XD
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Special K with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with some avocado and hopefully sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to church, parking outside the hall. I haul myself up the ramp, use the disabled loo for one tinkle, wash and dry both hands while PIG mum's using the toilet herself and then grab my usual spot for service on the most left.
- Service starts two/three minutes late today but score, I get to stay seated for worship! I sing everything, plus the harmony for one song but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Peter Pie's friend Felix; his sermon topic was
- Service ended super-early today; like, just before 10am!
- PIG mum fetched me once the CM speaker had finished talking; I used the loo for one tinkle and then sat outside the service hall since 'twas still so early even morning tea hadn't been set out yet!
- Dad poured me one cup of milk tea without sugar and PIG mum brought me one pack of Arnott's bikkies; I'm just happy that my mouth can *just* stretch to fit a Scotch finger inside sideways! XD
- Dad hauled me off to Hungry Jack's for lunch with him; we arrived before 11am! Apps shaken; dad got a fried chicken burger and I got a whopper junior, but dad said wait till 11:15am before getting them; it'll taste better then? Doubt it but waited until 11:15am before reminding him again. Unsure why he got himself a Coke and the free coffee for PIG mum but forgot too order an orange juice for me; doesn't matter, I drunk the free coffee but 'twas totally disgusting: just bitter without any heung flavour @ all!
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle, washed and dried Era and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up the most important two hours of my day, I'll use the loo once, sit @ the gobbling :P table to read for one hour and wait for PIG mum to pour me a packet of powdered instant HK-style milk tea!
- Tonight we're meeting Boss (Michael), Ivy and Ella for dinner @ SCSC!
- Toms: 11am appointment to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap unceasingly @ him. XD
- Hopefully she'll take me for grocery shopping and aisle walking somewhere before we come back home for lunch with dearest dad else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Sharon's minding me from 4-6; hoping to read for one hour after showering and fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news for the 4th time after she leaves!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing weekend ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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