Good afternoon and potentially one final greeting for today! Em's potential final, final plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 4726. Ooh, might I reach half a normal person before the night's out?? Anyways, let's cover events for today!
- Woo hoo, 9th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Like the last two nights, nature didn't call until 7:30am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I happily cuddled and snored, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before noisy PIG mum began her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with only the tops before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of plain porrdge/warmed healthy cereal with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and for some reason the PLATE (not the toast?) very lightly sprinkled with salt (doesn't matter; I just lick the plate clean afterwards XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Also thanks to PIG mum who lemme gulp one mouthful of her coffee meaning I'm not suffering froom any depresso today. XD Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyo rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/ ne else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky u rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leanin nspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to Underwood Park for a hike around Underwood Lake!
- OMG we bump into Mrs. Meggs!! PIG mum has good facial recognition and identified her immediately; she jabbed me in the back, I looked ahead, saw her but not having good facial recognition like her took a few more seconds to place her! Then I cried out, "Mrs. Meggs!" staggered forward and gave her a huge hug; feels like I've not seen her since Pole and Josh married like one DECADE ago! Her mum's wheel-chair bound and the adorable little dog (chew-wa-wa, however they're spelt) with them was so quiet; didn't run around and bark, he/she even lemme give her a pat on the nose!
- After our walk around the lake, we bought groceries from Warrigal Square Woolies.
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle and then decorated a frozen pizza with PIG mum for lunch!
- She lemme eat two slices; lunch was washed down with one huge mug of green tea.
- I th ought she'd save me another slice for arvo tea and seat the other herself but there's only one slice left but PIG mum's already claimed it, saying you get fried chicken for dinner; the pizza's mine! XD
- After taking the cup over to the sink I used the loo for one tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Have used the loo for another tinkle @ 3:20pm and praying for support @ 4pm but hopes aren't up. *sigh*
- But David's coming @ 6:45pm and giving me a lift to GG Bible study; he's even gonna buy us Momo's for dinner!
- Toms: The roster's all muddled up: it says I've got support right now (but nobody's here and it's past 4pm) but apparently I'm not got support toms only isn't Karina coming @ like 8am and helping me up before taking me to GCCW? And what about book club toms night?? >< XD
- Anyways, hope everyone's having a smashing week!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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