Good evening again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for Friday now stands @ 2542 (see? Told you I'd crack 2.5 grand! XD) and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'The Strength For Today' but thirdly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed THIRTY-SIX MINUTES online when I ring Aunty Lai @ 9pm!! Meaning I'll leave the speaker on when talking to her and continuing to surf the net; I'll use the loo for one more tinkle when I finish chatting with her and hopefully, I'll still get all two hours online~ Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo,11TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until the noisy garbage truck THUNDERED down our road to tip bins and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Can't remember did nature call again @ 7:45am but it definitely did just before 9am. After another pot :P trip, it's not long before noisy PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around; soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and return out to await Jane's arrival @ 8am.
- Once PIG mum lets Jane inside, Jane knocks, pushes open the door and calls "Good morning, Em; fifteen more minutes." Daddy Bear flops his paw in acknowledgement and just like that she's already closed the door and left, thus denying him the chance to flick his paw 'shoo' @ her! XD
- When Jane comes back, I use the pot :P once more for three tinkles, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast's one/two dry (no honey) Weet-Bix very lightly sprinkled with some Minus :P and one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast lightly spread with avocado and lightly sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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