Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1817 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'When God Swears By God'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'What Kind Of Neighbour Are You?' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Character Change'. Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 13TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 5:25am (my favourite thing about the warmer month's prolly how early the Sun rises! ^^) and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 7am, just before PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bar strap (even though dearest dad's just outside in the dining room eating breakfast she won't help me with the tee ><) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum returns to finish with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P and yummy flaky Special K with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast very lightly spread with avocado and hopefully sprinkled with some salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckle my own seatbelt (what I do all day). PIG mum checks and then tootles us off to church, parking under the service hall. I haul myself up the ramp, use the second cubicle of the disabled loo once myself (since both the disabled cubicle and first cubicle have lids closed but mean PIG mum won't help me lift it), wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot for service on the most left.
- Yay I get to stay seated for worship today. I sing everything, plus the harmony for three songs, but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today's Tyvus; his sermon topic's Second Chance (about Jonah and the Ninevites).
- After communion, PIG mum returned with my medals! I put them on, used the disabled loo once myself, grabbed a piece of morning tea and then sat outside the service hall.
- PIG mum wouldn't lemme clank my medals together but the gold was shiny and some church peoples, like Aunty Mel, came for a looksee!
- Around midday, dad hauled me off to Hungry Jack's for lunch with him. I shook a milkshake (but dad demanded we share and drank most of it himself >< hmph) but he got me a Whopper Junior (he had a regular Whopper Himsel) only I only got seven chips! What a rip-off ... *sigh*
- Back home I used the loo for one tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Once I've used up the most important two hours of the day, I'll use the loo for one tinkle and then sit @ the gobbling :P table to read for one hour and wait for PIG mum to gimme some arvo tea.
- Toms: presuming PIG mum'll help me up since I'm pretty sure I'm seeing Ray for some acupuncture and massage toms morning.
- Hopefully she'll take me grocery shopping before we have lunch @ home with dearest dad else expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Lena's minding me from 3:30pm till 5:30pm toms arvo.
- Hoping to watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 193RD time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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